drowning
So months of stress has finally taken its toll, in a matter of 2 days i have lost my best friend and also blown up at my parents. Both parties dont understand the stress and pressure that i have had to deal with, how am i supposed explain my feelings when i dont even understand them myself.
Its like i have not only the pressure of having a job and sorting out uni but i have to deal with the shit that mum is going through, although she doesnt tell us straight out i get the stress and the back lash from her and dad.
Its like ive become the adult who is looking after the kids when they are the ones who are ment to be looking after my best interests. I do all the cleaning and yet i get yelled at and yelled at constantly by my little sister who thinks shes so superior i just cant handle it anymore its like im trying to keep afloat in a seas that just wants to take me under constantly
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